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Question from vetusmatris 124 days old
From one who is, I fear, terminally useless in these matters. Is 'want' and 'need' compatible with 'love'? I have heard much of all three recently. ...
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This life from vetusmatris 135 days old
I live a schizophrenic life it seems. I am in turns very happy and desperately sad, at peace but intensely angry. I try to overcome the negatives but ...
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Past, present, future from vetusmatris 145 days old
[ ... ] with Red – the first epitomised our friendship. Our willingness to give comfort and support. The second was how I felt toward the end and why I was ...
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She from vetusmatris 156 days old
[ ... ] is Red - who simply owned my soul and who took it so callously. Apparently without acceptance of the damage done. She is the Squaw - 13 years ...
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Never loved a man from vetusmatris 179 days old
Slow day sunday Dreaming the hours away Left with the taste of you on my lips Morning comes and goes Afternoon too I'm still taking in last night's bliss I ...
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There goes the fear from vetusmatris 194 days old
Here I sit, like the fool I am. I sit and wait. I sit and hope. I know the truth is that 8pm will come and I shall continue to sit alone, remembering ...
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Playing away from vetusmatris 195 days old
An overnight trip calls. A little bit of rugby today, a very small amount of slow running planned for tomorrow followed by a recce of the support point ...
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He said from vetusmatris 221 days old
“I love you very deeply you know“, he said “I love you very much too“, she said, guarded as ever, wishing she could expel all the love in chest “I care ...
